“I am taking back what belongs to me” <– story of this past year for me. I wish I could paint the picture for you folks, but that’d take an absurd amount of time. Time in which you don’t have, neither do I.
For as long as I can remember I have wanted nothing more than complete happiness for the people I have cared for the most. The stars have been aligned and it’s time to turn my focus. Focus on ME, focus that you and I and most the people we know sell out on. This is a broad subject I understand this. I also hope you understand I am not calling one out for wanting to raise a family or dedicating their time to their wife. I am questioning you on what you truly want to do in this life? If your not happy with what your doing whether it be a relationship, job, or where your at in life you do have the ability to change it. There is a possibility to have your cake and eat it to.
It takes a certain kind of person to see this life the way I see it. How do I know this? I know this because there are very few people in my life that acknowledge the real issues of this world without blaming politics and categorizing them. An open mind is far superior to a closed one. Change is happening and happening fast. You nor I am able to stop it. The people are starting to speak, the people WILL get what the people want in the end. If you are not on board unfortunately your going to sink. I want to let everyone know there is room for all to stay afloat, there is room for all to prosper.
What am I taking back? I am taking back what I want. What do I want? I am not 100% sure, however staying around here I am not 100% sure. I’ve been around for awhile living around here, you’d think i’d be certain if I wanted to remain here, but I am not. I know there is sooo much more out there. Hell even our state is HUGE when your looking down from above. I have an ability to talk to strangers and make friends wherever I am so I am not scared. The hardest thing is leaving the ones behind that you care about which brings me back to my initial point. Everyone I know is happy and taken care of my duty here is done. The weight from my shoulders has been lifted.
I hope all you reading this often ask yourself what you are doing and is this what I want? Why would anyone stop questioning what they want? We have the potential to do soooo much stuff why not embrace it all? I don’t see myself in this are by this time next year the ball has already started rolling for me. I have been researching quite a bit of different places. I can always come back to the place I grew up with the familiar faces and places, however home is where the heart is.
Remember these are the words of me, the words of I, and the words of everything I previously have known.