What do you think of when you read this title? I find it semi-depressing even though I partake in it everyday. I am however granted quite a bit of freedom at my current employer. What I am trying to get across here is I wake up every morning and report to the same place every day. Quite the robotic lifestyle, but at the same time such a hard system to beat or even negotiate with.
Most of us need a job to “live” <– whatever that entails with most of us. Everyone I know has an idea of what “living” is, however most provide me with a stereotypical #MassMedia answer. Most of us, including me at times forget what “living” actually entails. We get caught up in so much bullshit in everyday life that creates a mirage amongst the things we care about the most. I am not here to tell them or you you’re wrong or right, but to broaden the horizon of the idea. The year is 2014 the conservative lifestyle is declining rapidly. I say this because most of them are extreme hypocrites in trying to uphold this lifestyle. If you are a firm believer in it by all means continue to stand up for what you believe, but mind you the general public is starting to side a very much different way. No, it doesn’t mean you’re suppose to conform to the consensus, but side with the better of society and that begins with change. Change is not able to be stopped and can only be suppressed for so long.
I honestly think there is an embedded timeline in most of everyone I know, most of everyone you know. It’s crazy… Do you honestly chalk marriage, home ownership, child bearing, and (in debt for the rest of your life) into a coincidental category? Fucking please….I’d seriously advise some soul searching and exploration. <– No that is not a “hippy” thing..haha there is that conservative lifestyle pulling through. I just don’t understand everyone’s motive. It’s not my job, but shouldn’t OUR motive as the people of this planet be similar or even close to one another? It’s quite disturbing and depressing to me…I honestly have mild depression when I think about who/what our society actually cares about. I am unable to speak to my co-workers about this, I am unable to speak to my closest friends regarding this..hell, I can’t even write and promote this via social networks without negativity. No feedback or promotion is just as bad feedback. The feedback I am constantly given back regarding this type of idea is one sided in many ways. Why? Why? No! Why would you want to do that? LISTEN MOTHER FUCKER we are allowed to have different point of views of this life. I am not to sure about you, but I have not “locked” myself down here yet. Nor have I “locked” myself down anywhere. It seems boring as hell to me, maybe its for you that’s fine. We’ll have to agree to disagree. Yes, I have a girlfriend, one in which plans on moving with me. During the whole process she has yet to be a blockade. This place to fucking big to stay stagnant. <– That is my thought not yours.
The more I stick around this place the more saddened and upset I watch it become. I’ve learned that my days of counting on the people that have walked closest to my heart is over. For it’s not a definite bad thing, nor is it a good thing. It is an experience I’ve never dealt with before. They also are experiencing new things some for the better some for the worse. Home truly is where the heart is. So chase your heart wherever it may lead.
Remember these are the words of me, the words of I, and the words of everything I previously have known.